Be a wise Emotions Collector

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Today is a tiring day. I met a lot of inspiring people.  The roads that they are walking made me wonder about the path of my mysterious future. With all the uncertainties ahead, I wish a fairy could come up to me and point me to different right directions.

However, reality doesn’t allow fantasy to appear as we usually wish. We have to take risks and walk every steps carefully alone. Sometimes, a guardien angel from nowhere may guide you through hard times. But at most of the time, you have to deal it by yourselves.

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We experience different things and face different people every day. Either it sucks or it brightens up your day. You meet people with different unique characteristics. They may like you, or hurt you. That is why our emotions fluctuate from time to time.

Today, I am described to be an emotions collector. Well, I wonder if I should regard this as a postive or negative term? Lol Anyways, emotions collector means your emotions are easily trapped and recalled every time you think of a particular person/an experience that you overcame even after a long period of time. Little things could make me happy, while minor stuffs could also make me feel sad for a whole day at the same time. Most of the time, I just wish somebody could come over and give me a hug, telling me everything’s gotta be fine.

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To be carefree and happy, all we have to do is to let go. It is easy to say it while it’s hard to actually DO it. Letting go of emotions are not easy, especially when you drag on the memories that you wish to stay. But you gotta admit in the reality, those memories that you drag on actually doesn’t exist anymore, never and ever. Happy memories are surely deserved to be retained,  while the disturbing ones will just trouble you meaninglessly.

Therefore, I wish, I could learn to be a little stronger every day. May God be with me as always, grant me confidence and walk through the shades. Guys, lets just hang in there for a while more. You will be fine. I promise.

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Trust means everything

“Pinky promise!”
Do you still remember when you were still a little kid, you made a promise with your childhood best-friend that you both will be best-friends forever?

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When you gradually grow up, you made a lot of promises. No matter you mean it or not, how many of them are accomplished? If you have ever overcome disappointments about promises, you would know how powerful trust could destroy a relationship.

When you was a teen, high school was the stage of your life when you get to know many friends. Once you thought whoever you open your heart to, they will do the same to you. And therefore, you both became good friends. You guys watch movies together, share secrets, laugh so hard together, talk about the future… Everything moments seem so special when you spend with your good friend. Until one day, some sort of misunderstandings and mistrust made you two fall apart. You cried in the middle of the night and start to wonder, is friendship that fragile?

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First love, the very first relationship you most probably won’t forget in your life. You were curious about love, but you pictured it perfectly with him/her. When you both were together, you used to talk about the future.

“Do you promise to love me forever?”
“Yes, I promise.”

Words are easy, like the wind. Until one day disappointment eventually comes to you. You collapsed and your heart broke into pieces. Throwback to the day you both cuddle under the shadow of the tree, he whispered gently into your ears, “I will never ever leave you alone, and I won’t let anyone hurt you”. It is a beautiful vow until a breakdown of what it means. The person who hurt me, is YOU.

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Trust is paramount. Big or small, lies are still LIES. When passion is lost, and all the trust is gone, it takes forever to make a person to trust again. After all the betrayals and heart-breakers you experienced and met, you start to realize it is never easy to keep a promise. Don’t get me wrong, everybody should not lose faith on people who make promise to you. After-all,”Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Expect nothing and you will never get hurt.”

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People, if you really love your beloved ones, dare to make promises and make them come true. If you are not confident enough to make them real, don’t make promises.
So please don’t let your loved ones shed a tear. Trust means everything, but once you break the trust, sorry means nothing… 

Love xoxo,
Ange Gardien